Life is a battle

The life we live turns into a battle of the will, giving
up our will for God's will, and this turns into fierce battle,
for me anyway. Deny self is harder than it sounds, you think
it going to be easy and it is for certain things, but then
you get to the part of me that does not want to die and the battle
is on, losing 99% of the time....my war department needs
Revamping from the top down and bottom up. All of my men
are fat and lazy, need to go thru navy seal and marine recon
training.......I have to go into full battle mode....THIS
IS WAR, and I'm going on the offensive.....